" ...There lay the pieces on the great chessboard before me

with which the game for an empire had been played…



I was but a pawn, and like a pawn I had been pushed

forward to the front at the opening of the game."



         Frémont



e eh precisamente dessa maneira q estou me sentindo esta manha.

queria gritar, brigar, bater... olhar naquele lugar e mandar embora da minha vida.



essa confusao toda ta acabando comigo.



pra que?

just figured something out...



i have a problem with rejection... maybe that is why i am so shy.

and that maybe why i am having such a hard time accepting things.



rejection sucks ass!!!!!



still feeling the pain. still missing her. still sad...



DAMN life sucks sometimes...